29.06.17
These days a lot of things have decided to plague my developing mind, I guess you could say I'm undergoing one of those developmental theories that was discussed in one of those lectures on LDC. What was it called "Identity vs Role Confusion?" I guess it can't be helped I'm a growing child, your child. Your child whom doesn't understand the emotions that are being felt each and everyday, questioning whether its through the production of hormones or something else, either way my mind fills up with too many thoughts of "if's"and "wishes" that some things should have been. I ask the to help clear my mind and stop being a person who is constantly influenced by those around me. I wish only to be the person I once was, an individual whom acted willing without the influence of others. Help me to be the independent person I want to be, not only for myself but those important to me; my family. I threw my dreams away for them to please my parents despite what I had in mind of my future goals. Please help me to continue this journey no matter how much I'd want to give up, please aid me to find motivation and determination to keep on going.
-D
These days a lot of things have decided to plague my developing mind, I guess you could say I'm undergoing one of those developmental theories that was discussed in one of those lectures on LDC. What was it called "Identity vs Role Confusion?" I guess it can't be helped I'm a growing child, your child. Your child whom doesn't understand the emotions that are being felt each and everyday, questioning whether its through the production of hormones or something else, either way my mind fills up with too many thoughts of "if's"and "wishes" that some things should have been. I ask the to help clear my mind and stop being a person who is constantly influenced by those around me. I wish only to be the person I once was, an individual whom acted willing without the influence of others. Help me to be the independent person I want to be, not only for myself but those important to me; my family. I threw my dreams away for them to please my parents despite what I had in mind of my future goals. Please help me to continue this journey no matter how much I'd want to give up, please aid me to find motivation and determination to keep on going.
-D
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